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Anonymous
Copyright, Anonymous
Almost every night,they come to me.
I've wished for so long what it would be like to be free.
I'm so afraid to close my eyes and sleep
As i know,with my head on the pillow I will break down and weep.
It's so scary to be alone at night the way I'm feeling just can't be right.
Alone in the darkness with a memory in my head
Such a lonely feeling rolling round in my bed.
There's movement and shadows all over the wall
I concentrate so hard to keep my eye on them all.
They are dark on the wall,and are trying to hide
They look cold and alone,the way I'm feeling inside
Through all my insides I feel alone.
How could something so wrong happen in my own home
Constantly in my head I feel the pain
After all this time why does it need to remain
I try really hard not to think
but I see all the visions,
each and every time I blink
Alone I feel scared wherever I may be
I wish someone was there to hug and comfort me.
It's hard,as when I'm with people I know who care
I challenge myself to be alone
as a dare.
When I'm alone I just can't control
How much I see I'm living in a hole
The need keeps building up so strong
I just give in although I know it's wrong
I keep doing it over and over again
Wanting so much to cut a vein
I try to sleep hoping never to awake
but then I do...
What a mistake
The situations keep happening over and over again
A constant reminder of wanting to cut a vein.