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She Answers to Amanda
Copyright, Amanda
She answers to Amanda
But she knows that deep inside she is not
Though she does not know who she is
"Amanda is careing" her mother says
"Amanda is a good person".
But I am neither of those
Iam anger and jealousy
Dirty looks and bloody hands
Rapped around a dirty blade
I kill off all of her enemies
While she bleeds on the outside
She acts like sorrow
and looks like pain
And refuses to see that I know who I am
And that she doesnt know herself
That I except what I am
Whereas she hides from it
No, runs from it
She loves to write
and draw and sing
Yet she knows she'll never be good at anything
Except pretending to be good
She smiles and tries to do what she's told
But when alone she drinks away her soul
And she is alone alot.