I am angelia. I’ve been cutting myself almost my whole life. I know it’s hard to believe but I have been cutting myself since the second grade of school. I’m now in the tenth grade and it seem as I get older the pain and cuts get deeper and bleed ever more. I tried stopping but I just can’t. I feel so ashamed of myself and have tried getting help for it but it doesn’t work. I guess I am stuck with it but if anybody reads this don’t ever start because you may never stop and be left with your pain just now you’ll have it on your skin. It will destroy your life even more, don’t ever start. See but I’ll still be here and no one will understand and if they find out they will leave too. I just wish that I could find someone out there that will like me with the cuts and all and not be scared of it.