Copyright Betrayed Child
It all started when I was in the 8th grade. Everything started going wrong, my grades dropped from B’s to F’s. I turned goth, you know with the black lipstick, eyeliner, etc. I lost mostly all of my friends, I turned satanic and lost my girlfriend when she found out. At that point I had nothing. I felt like killing the ones who had betrayed me for who I am so I took it out on myself instead. I sat there for almost an hour cutting my entire arm, crying like nothing else after that I was addicted to it and could not stop. Almost every night I would add a few new scars. Two years later it is still going on. I want to stop and have made a huge improvement after therapy but I still can’t stop. If whoever thinks about cutting and is new to it, don’t do it, you don’t know what you are getting yourself into yet.