I have been scrathing for almost a year now. My parents don’t know that I do it because they think I have a perfect life. Well, here’s news for you mom and dad… I don’t. I want to go deeper but something is holding me back. I mostly do it with whatever I can find such as: Dry pens, shaving razors, paper clips, thin needles, etc. I have small white scars on me. They often go away but I never had one deep enuoght yet to relieve that stress yet. I am fourteen and in 8th grade and often have thoughts of suicide.