I have been cutting myself ever since 5th grade. That’s 2 years now. Every time my counselor says it’s for attention, but it’s not my family and people at my school don’t know what’s going on. First I lost my sister, nephew then I got probation for the stupidest thing. All I have left is my scars but I still cut but not so deep because people are watching me closer and I hate that I really don’t want to live no more.