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Kuttz

What You Thought You Knew

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i am not that little girl u used to know…
i have grown up changed…
i know what it is like to feel pain…
i know what it is like to cry everynight to sleep…
u dont see eevrything i go through…
i look happy on the out side…
but deep down i am crying…
my morbid thoughts of death and killing my self have taking over…
the depression is a whole other story…
but i m not asking for you to help…
i m asking for you not to cry or get mad
when i tell you everything
you thought would never happen to your little girl…

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the bruise go away
the scars fade
the memories stay in my head
the pain remains
the anger builds
the hate turns cold
the love DISSAPEARS FOREVER

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i have scares that show
and ones u dont kno bout i lie how
i got them
and why i walk out the bathroom with my leg bleedin
and this life im leadin
is keep a secret from everyone
look what i have done i make u cry
because all i do is lie i cant tell you the truth

Purifing my Body

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The blade just slides over my skin
Waiting for me to press down
So my evil sin will leak out of my body
Through to the deep cut I made
It’s so beautiful to see the blood roll down my arm
Then after the sins leave I’ll wash the filth and dry blood off my arm
I’ll be clean once again
I will be able to go on with life a little bit longer
Until I need to let the sins leave my body AGAIN and FOREVER!

 

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