Sometimes I feel suicidal, And dead inside.
I feel like I’m running from something, and there’s no where to hide.
I cut deep down into my skin, draining the pain.
I felt unreal, but now that feeling is going away.
I feel more alive, cutting into my flesh.
But sometimes seeing my arms bleed I get more depressed.
Now, this has turned into something I can’t even control.
Because, this blade is taking over me whole…