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In the last year alone I have tried to kill myself twice. I have also lost a friend who recently took their own life. I am still depressed and am not sure as to wether I still wish to be here or not. I know for those of you who have lost someone to suicide this is probably the last thing you want to hear. Just take comfort in that when you do try to kill yourself although it may seem to be a selfish thing to do, it seems maybe only at the time as the whole world would be better off without you in it. Never ever feel guilty or as if you could have done more because when you are suicidal you cannot think you hate yourself so much and no one else so it makes no difference if other people love you because you hate yourself and you can never change that. Suicide is an awful thing to have to face either as someone who has lost someone or someone who has tried to do it. But either way the hurt lessens.