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It Never Stops

Copyright, Kayleigh

This is my story, sad as it may be.
It's something that I feel would benefit me.
To tell all these people, how I tried and and I tried.
I went to the doctors...I broke down and cried.
I got rid of the glass and I told everyone.
How I waited and waited, until the scars were all gone.
But that's not the end see, you know what comes after.
It ain't lots of sun shine and bundles of laughter.
The moment the world got, too much to bare.
I smashed up a glass with so little care.
I cut up my arms, aware what I'd loose.
But I knew deep inside it was my turn to choose.
The pain never ends, the pain that's inside.
No matter how hard, we all try to hide.
The way that I see it, this helps us deal.
It's gives us a chance, for us all to feel.
So if someone asks you, why do you harm?
Just tell them it's your way of making you calm.
Of stopping the pain, that pounds in your head.
That the only thing you want, is to curl up in bed.
Tell them theres no way, to understand this.
That all that you want, is a hug and a kiss.
That one day you'll cut, your wrists too damn deep.
Then finally be able to eternally sleep.