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Mary

Cry for Help

Copyright Mary

i hurt so bad
this pain is eating at my soul
there must be a way to make it stop
my head is spinning, my thoughts are jumbled
anything but this, my mind screams
DO SOMETHING! MAKE IT STOP!
i desperately search myself for an answer
i need to feel anything but this
a stabbing pain hits my chest
sharp pains shoot through my body
DO SOMETHING! MAKE IT STOP!
i place my hands over my ears
STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT!
i run from the room and grab a blade
i press down hard and drag it slowly
excruiating pain, what a relief
all until the crimson appears
i hurt so bad, the screaming ceases
am i crazy for feeling this way?
the warm red blood reminds me i am alive
i snap back to reality
my tears now come, flowing faster
i collaspe on the floor
please help me, i cannot take it anymore
this is my cry for help

 

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