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Ramen

Flying Free

Copyright, Ramen

i sit here
grasping my knife
looking at the marks i’ve made
the future scars that i’ve created
i think about wat caused this
and i realized it
its your fault
its all your fault
you stand there over me
hitting me with your fists
kicking me till i bleed
till i break down crying
till i want to just die
you dont understand the pain
the pain you’ve caused
the hollow feeling i have in me
the emptiness
the lonelyness
it all comes back to that minute
that one single minute i swore
i swore i would get out
get out of your grasp
out of your reach
for all you ever did was tear me down
now i sit here and i write it
i write it in my arm
the two symbols you hate the most
the blood runs down my arm
the blood that once was drawn by you
by your kick
now is drawn by your knife
the knife i hold in my hand
i just want to die
to fade away
my dream came true
im no longer in bondage
the bondage you created
im flying free
the blood slowly stops gushing
my eyes drift shut
blackness surrounds me
no more suffering
i’ve ended it
no more suffering
im gone
you dont understand the pain
the pain you’ve caused
the hollow feeling i have in me
the emptiness
the lonelyness
it all comes back to that minute
that one single minute i swore
i swore i would get out
get out of your grasp
out of your reach
for all you ever did was tear me down
now i sit here and i write it
i write it in my arm
the two symbols you hate the most
the blood runs down my arm
the blood that once was drawn by you
by your kick
now is drawn by your knife
the knife i hold in my hand
i just want to die
to fade away
my dream came true
im no longer in bondage
the bondage you created
im flying free
the blood slowly stops gushing
my eyes drift shut
blackness surrounds me
no more suffering
i’ve ended it
no more suffering
im gone

 

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