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Silvie

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Copyright, Silvie

I fall down… in a deep ravine
it’s dark here…
I sit and cry
I just… fall down
just like that…
that I have survived my fall
Is a wonder…
I try to get away
gone from this hell
but I see no way how…
I can’t go left…
I can’t go right
I can’t go forward
And I can’t go back… where I came from…
I just… want to get out…
I want to climb out of this depth…
But… I can’t… I’ve failed…
It’s just too high
I look… and found something beside me…
it is something… shiny…
it’s a knife
he calls to me…
I can’t… I just… don’t grab it…
the ravin seems to become deeper
and deeper
the knife calls harder…
I see no other way….
I Have lost the way
and I just… can’t find it back…
around me it becomes darker… darker…
I’m lost…
I walk cirkles all night long…
I can’t see a thing…
I don’t know where to go
I don’t know what to do
I become frightened…
My fear becomes panic…
What If i never find the way back?
what if this way stays as dark as it is…?
do I remain then?

 

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