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Shazz

I’m Fucked Up

Copyright, Shazz

I’ve been self-harming for about a year or so. It started off with just the odd scratch and mark on my arm, so no one ever really noticed anything. But then as it does with all self-harmers… it gets worse. And I started coming to school with bigger scratches and scars on my arm. The first couple of times the “my cat did it” excuse worked, but now just about everyone knows that I self-harm. From my nan to my school teachers. And now I’m worse than I was to start off with. More lonely. More confused. And more scarred mentally as well. No one understands. No one tries to understand. And half the time I wish I was dead. I don’t know what to do. Am I too lost to be helped? Or can someone help me?

 

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