Oh So Drug Like
I would like to post my pictures. Not to say ‘my cuts are worse’ or ‘I can cut deeper than you’ or ‘I have more’ just to simply show people how they don’t want to turn out and how this is such a bad thing and if you avoid cutting you never get like me. And that is important for people to know. Cutters go through stages. The first one is wanting to be noticed. As much as people deny this they do start wanting to be notcied. The second stage is being very manic to were you cutters are no longer making little marks where maybe it’s your first time using a razor. Third is shame. Shame of what you just did. The need to hide. You are always thinking about what if people see, what will I say. And most of the times that goes on for a while, sometimes in the middle of all this they want to seek help online not daring to tell anyone. After a while they are good at it they can fix themselves up if they go a little too far this time. And I think one of the last stages is wanting people to see it. You want them to see it so you can say yeah I cut myself to release pain or anger and I don’t care what your going to say about it. Most people don’t get there for some their always stuck with shame and they finally overcome this battle by exploding with fear and telling someone. For some of us it’s too late.
