I Don’t Know Why

Copyright Yamitoyume

To this day, I don’t know why I started self-harm. Whenever I try to think about it, understand it, try and figure it out, I feel guilty and stupid. I know that many start to self-harm after a traumatic event — rape, bereavement, etc. But I did not have a real reason. Because I didn’t feel good about myself? Because I was depressed? Because I wanted to? Because I needed to?

Maybe one day, I’ll see and maybe stop.

But until then, I’ll have to keep fighting.


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