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Isabel

Hopeless

Copyright, Isabel

everytime i swear it’s the last time
and i know i’m lying to myself. again.
i just wish to be normal
though i’m not sure what that means
probably cause that’s the only way i know me.
no one gets this
and i’m sick of trying to explain
i just wish they’d leave me alone
so i can keep on with this pain
i’m fighting this feeling 24 hours a day
and once in a while i’m breaking down
i’m a sick kid in a grown up’s body
a little girl that no one really cares about

i wanna be left alone
don’t want anyone around
but i’m scared cause that means
i gotta stay
with me

how more fucked up can i be?

 

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