Hanna
Poem for my shrink Fione who made me realise this and Ben who it’s about
Copyright, Hanna
				every little thing you say
				gets stored up in my mind
				and with each bad thing
				you are truly helping
				giving the courage to me
				you see, it all adds up
				with each negative word
				comes a negative thought
				and they build up in my mind
				you’ve already said enough
				my mind has been made up
				the date,the time, the method
				i know all those things
				i’ve got it planned already
				but each bad thing you say to me
				makes me even more sure
				you hurt me, i hurt myself
				then you say i’m stupid
				it’s a stupid thing to do
				but i just have one thing to say
				it’s all because of you
			
Please don’t steal it unless you mean it!
Copyright, Hanna
				i don’t care what you say
				i’m gonna do itmy way
				when the end finally comes
				it’ll be the way i want it done
				it should be the way i choose
				it’s my life that i’m gonna lose
				don’t tell me not to die
				and when i’m gone don’t ask why
				i’m going to cause my own death
				and when i take my last breath
				don’t you ever dare to say
				it shouldn’t have been this way
				there will always be someone
				who thinks there’s something they could’ve done
				nothing anyone could do
				was gonna change my point of view
				lets face it, why should i lie
				all i wanted was to die
			
