Hope
Untitled — March 30, 2004
Copyright, Hope
				Temptation draws me ever nearer to taking that final leap.
				How much farther could I really have to fall?
				Didn’t you see me plunge off the first cliff ages ago?
				With each open wound, I fell farther and farther.
				How many does that make, now? How far have I fallen?
				I can’t even see the summit, from this place.
				I can’t see the ground, either. It terrifies me
				to know that the plunge I’d be taking would be unseen.
				Look after you leap — free fall before you crash.
				Enjoy life as it passes you by at top speed,
				because I can feel it peeling away my resolve.
				I can feel myself coming apart at the seems, and I wonder.
				I wonder how much longer now, until I decide.
				It’s only a matter of time, after all, until I fall.
				It’s only a matter of seconds until the minute expires.
				And that’s all we’ve got; one minute in the hour.
				One moment in time is all that’s alotted to us.
				So we’ve all got a time and place to fall -
				I can feel mine gaining on me, sooner than later.
				I want it to be over…temptation so sweet lingering
				on the edge of my mind as I teeter on the edge of this cliff.
				One wrong move, one swift fall, and it’s all over.
				A serene place of eternal rest and ever bleeding orifices…
				How much longer will I sway on this edge?
			
