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I have been a cutter since the age of 13. I am now 23. People don’t understand and they don’t take the time to understand. Doing it is like smoking. When a person smokes they do it to feel better and to get that high. But when it is over you feel bad for doing it and you can’t take it back. I have been in therapy since I was in 6th grade. I was molested at a daycare when I was 4. I still remember it vividly. I didn’t tell my Mom and Dad until I was a junior in high school. I was taken advantage of one night in college by a group of guys. I have tried to commit suicide a few times. I am slowly getting better with the help of my doctors. I am bipolar and obsessive compulsive also. I have been on medicine for ever. Some days I am not sure if it works. I cut or burn myself when I am angry or frustrated. It is hard to control it. I look at my body and see the scares. It makes me sad. I hate when people do not understand.


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