Copyright, Paige

When I feel my past
I feel more pain
now the only thing that’s left
is regrets
A picture painted
in shades of crimson
engraved in me forever
with time it fades
with time I heal
but it always comes back to the surface
it follows me whereever I go
the shadow of my past
mirrors my present
and scars my future
it’s deeper than deep
It paralyzes me
I go numb
I’ve lost control
it’s my silver addiction
It’s my love affair with my disease
a co-dependant relationship
a love/hate friendship
Hate more than love
But now I love
love again
It gives me unconditional love
now I think about it
Until we meet again
I miss you


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