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Lenore

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Copyright, Lenore

(cut) (dripping) (blood) (on) (my) (pillow) (of) (fear) (under) (the) (satin) (of) (my) (skin) (the) (blood) (wants) (out) (the) (razor) (coming) (to) (fulfil) (it’s) (wishes) (finally) (it’s) (done) (blood) (on) (the) (whiteness) (of) (my) (arm) (red) (hot) (blood) (flowing) (down) (my) (arm) (the) (feeling) (is) (amazing) (to) (bad) (it’s) (not) (allowed) (for) (me) (it’s) (my) (release) (from) (the) (hard) (reality) (of) (life) (I) (need) (it) (from) (time) (to) (time) (only) (for) (the) (exquisite) (pain) (of) (sinful) (beauty) (my) (portal) (to) (darkness) (my) (soul) (of) (water) (needs) (the) (storm) (of) (red) (fire) (liquid) (red) (absolute) (extas) (drink) (it) (from) (the) (cup) (of) (my) (body) (pull) (away) (the) (cover) (of) (innocence) (and) (watch) (my) (guilty) (thoughts) (swirling) (in) (my) (sickened) (mind) (waiting) (for) (reality) (to) (be) (able) (to) (see) (that) (that) (not) (all) (is) (like) (itself) (that) (the) (innocence) (was) (never) (there) (it) (said) (hello) (and) (waved) (goodbye) (before) (no-one) (ever) (knew) (and) (now) (I’m) (here) (I’m) (feeling) (sad) (what) (is) (life) (for) (if) (not) (to) (be) (lived) (why) (do) (I) (then) (like) (the) (pain) (of) (a) (razor) (?) (what) (is) (the) (pain) (inside) (that) (I) (let) (out) (with) (a) (gasp) (of) (release) (and) (longing) (for) (more) (of) (my) (soul) (painted) (on) (my) (arm) (are) (the) (patterns) (of) (my) (life) (the) (wonderful) (nonsense) (of) (beauty) (in) (the) (night) (of) (my) (morbid) (world) (of) (mind) (lover) (dagger) (wrought) (in) (my) (mind) (reality) (in) (the) (knife) (of) (redemption) (taken) (from) (my) (bathroom) (with) (redemption) (not) (for) (me) (the) (angel) (comes) (taking) (my) (hand) (I’m) (pushing) (him) (away) (not) (wanting) (the) (softness) (of) (his) (skin) (but) (the) (sharpness) (of) (the) (blade) (before) (me) (looking) (into) (the) (candle) (of) (his) (eyes) (I) (see) (my) (blackened) (heart) (only) (listen) (to) (the) (music) (of) (a) (wound) (make) (a) (lie) (of) (a) (dream) (lie) (down) (and) (watch) (it) (fly) (away) (taking) (your) (breath) (you) (made) (it) (yourself) (the) (wound) (that) (let) (it) (fly) (away) (with) (the) (blood) (of) (pain) (and) (the) (dream) (of) (release) (but) (it) (was) (a) (lie) (…)

 

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