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Sarah M

Time

Copyright, Sarah M

I hate to feel like I’m ending my line
I’m always searching for a happiness to pride
Searching for you in my arms
But then I open my eyes and realize you’re gone

Away from the madness
Away from the pain
Away from the problems driving you insane

There are times I wish I’d never met you
And times I need to hold on to you
I just can’t seem to decide what I want from you
I guess you did the right thing to run away from it all

Some days I think about your sweet touch
And how I need you oh so much
I cant believe you’d do this to me
I thought you were the one I could trust but you’re gone

Away from the madness
Away from the pain
Away from the problems driving me insane

I guess time will heal it all
Time will stop my fall
Time will break it all
When the sun turns too dark

I know you’re running, running, running
But keep on going

Away from the madness
Away from the pain
Away from the madness
Away from the pain
Away from the problems driving us insane

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Copyright, Sarah M

Pain surrounds and fills my soul,
I can t stop these sudden urges.
I want to lash out and show how much anger I possess.
Instead I can t, and hold it in.
Then to let it out in a destructive way.
Always to have skin be hallow.
My top layer of epidermis is forever lost,
In a never-ending pool of sadness.
My tears are just a memory,
Lost in my mind.
Closing out all emotion,
And keeping them sub-side.
I never wanna see this place again.
But I fear I must.
I m always holding in,
Then letting out in a certain way.
I will never be the same.
I will always wonder,
How it was before.

 

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